LAST LONGER

After awhile, everything come to an end. every precious moments has gone, and become a history forever. Many says that beautiful moment come once in our life, that was really make my heart crushed eventhough it was right. Even flowers bloom once in a year, butterflies live in a week, but people loved them, it does not a matter if they're died quickly. For this crazy life, i instil a sense of thanks to the Biggest Created, for give me a chance to live and breath in this body. For another small or huge problems that i make, i'll blame myself. World is what we have to face on.

RAYA's PREPARATION

announcement: has been my responsibilities to tell you, i declare tomorrow is RAYA!!.. oh shit! i've been waiting for this since Ramadhan :) syukur and blessed to Allah Ramadhan has come, and almost end too :( for raya next week, i've prepare for it. Baju Melayu, shirts, jeans', and everything has sucessfully be in my hand. Syawal does not mean without kampung. for this time, we will going to pahang. new house are superb nice. i was crazy damn f**king waiting for bunga api, but what could... zero! for all the muslim around this universe, i wish you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin. may this raya will be the most meaningful for yaoo! don't messed this up with your 'homemade' bunga api. you will cry this until your blood tears will come on. at that time nothing can't fixed it up :)

MARRY THE NIGHT

                       

at that time, the stars are winking at me, the moon are smiling at me, the wind flew smooth, i was like jumping out under my skins. i ain't goin' anywhere cause i want to let it go. i want to marry the night. walked past through the road, sitting under the tree, and the city are just like fire red hell. go away, go away the problems. go away, go away, the busiest town go away, go away, the sun. because i don't want to see the day. and now i was officially has marry the night <3

LAUGH OUT LOUD AND LOUDER!~

it's been a long time, since i came around. but this time you're  too much. you really wanna messed me up. you're not gonna screwed this up. i have planned all this long time ago. so now you can't do anything than waiting for my revenge. i swear you will bow on my knee. you just feel what i feel. it's just sweet, don't scared about it. just wait and see! (as you said, hahaha).

LATELY~

in this small palm and holy month, I with all-hearted ask for Allah's mercy and forgiveness.  

LIFE'S BEAUTIFUL

what do ya think about artist you amazed?! you must been crazy and jumping inside your room and thinking, someday you wanted to see and hug him/her, right. same goes to me. i love that chick, her songs really gives people an inspiration and spirit in life. life are everything, you must show yourself forward, if it not you will disapear from the sight. a plenty of story i have heard from my crush-hearted friend. they say they're can't live anymore, how could you said that? even, if you killed yourself, the problem cannot been solved, it shows that you are the looser. for the beginning, stand up, breathing in, look outside the window and say, i'll never do the same again, leave all the memories behind, let them being a history, walk out and show the world with the word 'i am myself, nobody could change that, whatever it takes, i wanna live my life as far as i can!'

gettin' started

first of all, thanks to blog.com to allowed me to know people from this world to communicated/shared with :) having facebook and its not as fun as this, having twitter and its not as hard as this. what if i say, you (stalker) and me, having much enough time with sharing some news and stories to make this world full of sins!